Waiting Love For Someone You Love

Waiting can be defined with hold on fellas.. Waiting is an activity that seemed to be without a clear time limit. For many people, the wait is a boring activity. In fact, when it's become bored there was conflict. The conflict which is able to destroy a relationship, the relationship of love though. It made me think, does my connection with the Father could be destroyed just because an expectation? Actually I'm the impatient waiting, awaits His work in me. Ironically, He who will not cease my waiting patiently. Whether an expectation can only be done ideally between man and his creator? Whether human beings with humans can't?

That was the case in my life about a year ago. I have a love relationship with someone. I

have been waiting this things that look forward to for several years. I am knitting relationship from a friendship. Day by day I pass through with steady with her. Little by little my dreams started arranged neatly in my mind. Waiting to be issued, including living with her. Slowly ... very slowly indeed ..., because I have to sort out, which is what should I do. Until then, when our relationship almost entered the second year, she decided she should be left me. Just one thing that I can remember, getting out of her lips, I cannot. Once my feelings raged ... While yelling O God ..., why she doesn't want to wait for me..? Then I've lamented the situation. ... days ... months ... ... Even I could not recognize anyone anymore who even Father and who I am. I feel my heart was broken and its offshoots tint everywhere .... Pain ..., and leaving a conflict ... which to this day never finished ... Thanks God, She slowly but surely restore fragments of my heart. Where after that I can continue my life. Even as this I'm waiting for someone in my life. 

A couple of months it fills in my heart. My flesh now forced me as it yelling to the Lord. Will I must await again? Until when? I'm afraid, I'm too tired of waiting. His message to me, .... wait. Suddenly I surprise with the phrase, God is love and that love wait ... ... ... (I Cor. 13:4-13). Have your thought, why it put forward earlier? The important thing of love is  wait!!! Ready to shape until sharp. My message is if you want to build a relationship of love with someone, you had to patiently await and use concept my arms are open. What is it? Ready to accept the concept of "granting" from Him and ready to release "the grant" for Him. Soli deo Gloria. Bless you ...